- Feb 9, 2011
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This question is posed to both Clients and SP's.
Caution, deep thoughts lie ahead....
With my repeats I leave with a great feeling...they give me the ultimate experience of seeing an old GF that just came in to town and you meet at her Hotel and get reacquainted by fucking your brains out.
New SP's that I've never seen always give me butterflies before I walk in. The way I feel afterwards really depends on the session and how well it went.
Sessions that don't go very well leave me feeling indifferent. Did I just get burned?. Was it something I said or did? I don't think she is in to her job. I don't think she was in to me. Fuck it, there will be no repeat.
All of these feelings I think are what we would all be feeling, what I'm trying to get at is, how do you feel a few hours afterwards. I know when I had my first session with an SP, I felt guilty as hell. How do I act when I get home. Will everyone know? Can I tell my best friend and how will he feel about it? If I told one of my female friends, what would she think of me? The guilt can be overwhelming.
Nowadays, I can leave the experience in my mind and with the SP. I drive home and there isn't much that I'm worried about. Does this flagrant disregard of my conscience make me a bad person? Do I really care? How did the SP feel about me and how does she feel after a days work?
I hobby because there is something missing in my personal life (unlike Sentry who has it all in the pleasure department (love ya brother). I miss that feeling of the initial lust that most relationships have in their infancies. I like the sensuality, the heart fluttering passion and getting lost in the moment. To say that there isn't love and passion in my personal life would be wrong, there's plenty of that. I miss the "honeymoon".
There are always attempts at rekindling that flame when one or both persons, feel that flame is flickering out. We've all gone through that. Our lives feel so busy that it can be an effort to just find the match to relight that candle. Damn the pressures of trying to live better and more fruitful lives but never having the time to reap those rewards...
The wonderful ladies that I've visited in the past, have offered me a sliver of time that fills this missing void. For that, I thank all of them, especially my regulars/repeats.
Just food for thought and hope to see some heartfelt, funny and off the cuff remarks on the board or PM.
No, I'm not trying to retire from hobbying, too much room left in the memory bank to fill
Caution, deep thoughts lie ahead....
With my repeats I leave with a great feeling...they give me the ultimate experience of seeing an old GF that just came in to town and you meet at her Hotel and get reacquainted by fucking your brains out.
New SP's that I've never seen always give me butterflies before I walk in. The way I feel afterwards really depends on the session and how well it went.
Sessions that don't go very well leave me feeling indifferent. Did I just get burned?. Was it something I said or did? I don't think she is in to her job. I don't think she was in to me. Fuck it, there will be no repeat.
All of these feelings I think are what we would all be feeling, what I'm trying to get at is, how do you feel a few hours afterwards. I know when I had my first session with an SP, I felt guilty as hell. How do I act when I get home. Will everyone know? Can I tell my best friend and how will he feel about it? If I told one of my female friends, what would she think of me? The guilt can be overwhelming.
Nowadays, I can leave the experience in my mind and with the SP. I drive home and there isn't much that I'm worried about. Does this flagrant disregard of my conscience make me a bad person? Do I really care? How did the SP feel about me and how does she feel after a days work?
I hobby because there is something missing in my personal life (unlike Sentry who has it all in the pleasure department (love ya brother). I miss that feeling of the initial lust that most relationships have in their infancies. I like the sensuality, the heart fluttering passion and getting lost in the moment. To say that there isn't love and passion in my personal life would be wrong, there's plenty of that. I miss the "honeymoon".
There are always attempts at rekindling that flame when one or both persons, feel that flame is flickering out. We've all gone through that. Our lives feel so busy that it can be an effort to just find the match to relight that candle. Damn the pressures of trying to live better and more fruitful lives but never having the time to reap those rewards...
The wonderful ladies that I've visited in the past, have offered me a sliver of time that fills this missing void. For that, I thank all of them, especially my regulars/repeats.
Just food for thought and hope to see some heartfelt, funny and off the cuff remarks on the board or PM.
No, I'm not trying to retire from hobbying, too much room left in the memory bank to fill