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and his girlfriend and he introduce? ..me to one of his friends we shall name k and i really liked k and i had a strong connection with him we liked all the same kind of music it was creepy! but awesome and we really shared a lot of the same things and we both love the song "head over heels by tears for fears" and of course we had our differences but i didn't care then i felt something for him and i thought he felt the same. my uncle and i and k and my uncles girl friend hung out we went to the movies and i had looked over at k because i thought he said something but we just looked at each other and i thought he was going to kiss me! but no haha and he always gave me hugs when saying hi or bye, and it never went anywhere but a couple of months later still thinking about him, my uncle introduced me to another friend and he was cute too! and i wasnt trying to even get at my uncles friends or anything but the new guy we shall call b and b actually was more up front that he liked me and we texted and stuff but some how k was always on my mind and b lives in a different city and it was a bad idea as i thought to go into a realtionship with a long distance relationship and not to mention still having feelings for someone else as you can imagine i was torn, i hadnt had any contact what so ever with k i didnt even have his number it was just chit chatting on Facebook chat. also b comes over to my uncles only every 3 months ever so rarely he comes and me and b text all the time no calls i wasn't sure if felt weird on the phone or what but i didn't push it but when b asked me if i liked him and he said he liked me too he first wanted to ask my uncle if it was OK with him and my uncle said he didn't care as long we never dragged him in the middle. the more we text the more he seemed different on text like cocky but when we would hang out he was the sweetest guy ever i wasnt sure what changed but after a month or so i told him we should just stay friends and i want you to keep in mind this whole time i am feeling these feelings for k for b i also was telling my uncles girlfriend thinking she wouldn't tell him because she told me stuff going on in their realtionship and i never told anyone! so after i told b we should stay friends he stopped texting me and i had gived up on k and then i comment on his status and he ended up asking for my number and we texted and every text was with =] full of smiley faces and i had taken into consideration that he was just being nice to his friends niece! but i felt it was different dont we all! and we had talked a little after that i said happy fourth of july he was of course :] in every text and he had mention "we should all hang out soon again" and as in we he ment me my uncle and my uncles gf. i told my uncles gf everything and she was so supportive saying oooo and laughing about it saying its cute. k even invited me to his birthday party i wasn't even expecting it at all and i went and of course i was worried about seating issues i cant sit next to him with out shaking! but i had sat in the car on the right and my uncle in the middle and k was on the left putting something in the trunk and he looked at us and how we were sitting and paused went to sit on the left stopped and went to the side i was sitting on and opened the door and and yelled "scootch!" haha i was like why!!!!! so nothing happened then but about 2-3 weeks ago my uncle was on the phone and it was with b and he was coming down to visit and i decided to text him telling him i had other things going on like family stuff which i did and stuff and i felt i wasn't emotionally ready for a long distant realtionship having to worry about cheating on both ends. so he asked me if i still had feelings for him and i did/do he said he does to and we should hang out we did at my uncles house and i thought my uncle was aware of this, but me and b end up kissing and we were in my uncles room and this happened on a Sunday same day he was leaving back home and we both knew a relationship would complicate things, and he didn't talk to me till Tuesday and i was freaking out like thinking the worst, and i needed an ear to listen to me so i talked to my uncles gf and she listened and said she wouldn't tell my uncle but that was BS she had been telling him everything so much for trust, i had checked my fb messages and b had sent me a message saying why did i have to tell everyone what happened between me and him it was only a bet and we did have bet like that and we joked about it and i wasn't taking us seriously anyway but i guess my uncle had found out from his gf even though i told her not to tell him because i was trying to figure it out but i thought he already knew at the same time. and my uncle got pissed and i went to his house to talk to him and of course k had to b there to witness begging my uncle to tell me why he wasn't talking to b and why b wasn't talking to me and my uncle is jst pis
he said he asked b what happened and he said b gave him excuses that it was a bet that he was hung over that he dosent remember bs like that but he said he was hesitant to what my uncle would think but from how I see it it sucks plus my uncle told b that I like k!!! what the hell is that about.i just need perspective thatรขโฌโขs not mixed up in this crap.
the age difference is 2 years SORRY I DON'T KNOW HOW TO EDIT THIS YET(to fix it in to paragraph's )
he said he asked b what happened and he said b gave him excuses that it was a bet that he was hung over that he dosent remember bs like that but he said he was hesitant to what my uncle would think but from how I see it it sucks plus my uncle told b that I like k!!! what the hell is that about.i just need perspective thatรขโฌโขs not mixed up in this crap.
the age difference is 2 years SORRY I DON'T KNOW HOW TO EDIT THIS YET(to fix it in to paragraph's )