- Jul 2, 2011
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decided 2 know him? at ma bestfrnds party i saw him goin into a room wit a gal so i asked d gal were he was if they goin out, n she sed kinda, i got pissed n left, den chased after me tryin 2 explain bt i was so pissed off that i didnt listern, dat night we sleep in d same bed bt he didnt try 2 do anythin.as time went on i over looked that, the day i realised that i like him was after i came bck from a trip 2 birimgham cos i havent seen him 4 like 2weeks n stuff soo i told him dat wen i got back 2 london i wasnt gona see him, so dat day ma bestfrnd called him n sed i was wit her, he was meant 2 go out,but he left were he was goin jst 2 see me, wen i walked in d door i decided not 2 talk 2 me bt he gave me some nice cute smile( a smile dat sed wot she doin?) wen i looked at that i kinda felt a soft spot 4 him. so couple of days later, i went 2 visit him den some happened, after words he asked me out straight way but i sed no, anytime we walk 2gether i dont want it i always tel him dat cos i just came out off a relationship i didnt want ma ex's frnd 2 go n b sayin am in other so quick.. so 1 day i got 2 his house n we were goin thru his message on his fb, den i saw a message from him 2 his ex, dat same gal i meant in d party sayin hey babe i miss u sorri i havent called u since ma fne blocked, immediately i saw dat i was soo pissed of n start throw stuff at him soo he left d house cos he sed he didnt wana hit me, so 4 some reason i decided 2 cal the gal n ask wen last he spoke 2 him, i called her she was like she spoke 2 him 5mins ago i was soo shocked, she was like his been sendin her messages, SENDIN HER FLOWERS AND CHOCOLATESNsayin he loves n wants her back, so i told her 2 send it 2 me as a proof as soon as she sent it i broke down n started cryin cos i neva thought he wud do that, at this time he already came bck in d house bt nobody knew, soo he was soo pissed off at me den he came 2 d livin room n sed if am dne wit woteva am doin i sud leave his house. soo his frnds ran after him 2 talk 2 him cos they were with me wen everythin happened, he was den telin him dat its all ma false..so when his frnds came out i asked if i can talk 2 him dey sed yes if i want him i sud talk 2 him bt its gud 4 a boy 2 chase after a gal, soo we got talkin den he told me dat its ma fault, that he asked me out n i sed no without no reason, soo he decided 2 go 2 his ex incase i go back 2 mine.the nxt day he was begin me 2 4give him dat it wud neva happen again cos i slep at his dat night cos i was soo emotional drided, but wen his ex called me she sed he sed he neva asked me out, that am jst a gal he had sometin wit which was a mistake, wen i asked if it was through he sed its a big lie i suded believe her, she was talkin bt he wud tel me not 2 say a word, to the extent i felt all wot the gal was sayin was truth, he wanted her 2 b sayin stuff bt not b sayin stuff that happened between us.. so wen i was leavin his house that day even tho he beg me 2 4give him i changed ma mind at d bus stop n told him not 2 cal me again, b4 den wen i was wit him he sed i cakl cal his ex n tel her dat am not jst a gal dat he asked me out bt i sed no, n he neva sed it was a mistake doin anythin wit me, soo wen i called her it went voicemail.so she called me bck in d evenin i den tol her dat was wen she was telin me more stuff, dat reali got me pissed, bt after everythin i4gave him, n we were doin stuff n he keep sayin he likes me n suff, i was kinda scared 2 tel him 2 ask me out bcos he dne soo b4 bt i refused, bt i decided 2 tel him 2 choose, that wen i see him dat night he wu tel me,bcos b4 den he told me at he likes 2 gals at d same time( is dat possible) dat he cant choose, dat was y i told him 2.. soo dat night the emotions was there soo much..on a tuesday dis boy with cloths shoppin onli 4 me personaly deliveried aswel, with 2trousers, 3 shoes, 3bags, a dress, a playsuit short dress.a top n a tigh. i was soo shoced n suprised soo i decide 2 suprise n cook 4 him dat same night, wen he saw me he was shocked n everythin we were talkin n his ex called again bt he refused 2 pick up, i den told him 2 he sed no, later on she messed him, btt stl he didnt read it, so i got pissed n left, he den came 2 d livin room turned d lights off, closed ma eyes n took me 2 d room n gave me a frech collection watch, dat at d end of the day his says he likes 2 gal bt his wit me nw.. bt there was stil a part of me dat wasnt bleivin hm, he sed he was goin out d nxt mornin dat i sud wait 4 him dat he wud drop me at home, i waited til 6, den i had 2 go n wrote him a letter by his bed side.. wen i got home he deleted n blocked me off fb, soo i decided 2 open other account, den i saw that wen he was with me he was writin status sayin sometin like i wish wen u realise it wont b 2 late, which was 2 his ex, i cud se him comment on her stuff, which i cuded see b4. so am like his was just usin me until he got his ex back.was he usin me or he liked me cos i kinda stil like him, wot sud i do