Do you suffer from sleep deprivation, do you hardly eat, are you lethargic, can you be bothered with anything, are you tired all the time, does everything seem hazy in your head, do you feel sad all the time, do you lack the ability to judge right from wrong. Any of these could mean you are in some state of depression. Don't be scared to get advice. Are you at school? Is there a councillor there you can talk to if you cant talk to your parents. Maybe ring a help line? Im not sure of your situation, but left alone, may end up worse then you are. Go forth and seek help... Good Luck =D