Hi, First post on this forum (started a new thread by mistake but thanks to Subi i think I'm on the right track now! LOL), Hoping to maybe speak to some like minded people before i completely loose the plot! I am 2 weeks post microdiscectomy, have been off work for 5 months now and have had a recurring lower back problem for 15 years.
2 weeks before my surgery the sciatica and leg pain dissapeared but my neurosurgeon still decided to do the operation anyway as he could still see a large chunk of disc centrally herniated on the CT scan. I hoped that the op woud give me more movement in my back, especially in bed where I could not roll over at all and hopefully stop the spasms at all othertimes. After the op I had more movement in my back(could roll over) but had sciatica down both legs and became very depressed (apparently due to hormone changes that occur when you have an oeration,which no-one told me about). I felt butchered, felt like I had made a mistake and suprise, suprise... could only find negative stories about the op on the internet. Before the op all I could find were the postive ones. What an amazing capacity we have for the selective filtering of information to suit our needs!
Anyway, the sciatica has lessened now and I am able to walk normally and do so for about 2 miles everyday. The major problem I seem to have now though is severe lower back pain especially on lying down and getting up, with intense hip joint pain,(at the top of the thigh) meaning I find it painful to lie on my side but equally find it painful to lie on my back, resulting in really bad sleeps. I am now starting to find it difficult to roll or move again and I'm terrified another piece of disc has herniated although I suspect I may have burstitis or some athritic problems also. I have been given no meds, no physio and the only follow up I have is an appointment with my surgeon in 6 weeeks for an assessment. I take ibrupofen for pain relief. I feel down a lot, very alone and 'ungrounded' as i go beteween trying to be positive and believe that i will be fully recovered and pain free one day again to 'being real' in accepting that i will have to learn to live with a degree of pain and immobility in my life. I also find it hard to deal with other people's dissapointement (family & friends etc) that this was not a miracle cure and for the most part I seem to be a little worse than I was before the op. I have also had to pospone trying to get pregnant all of this year becase of this and at 39 you may imagine my frustration which is only compounded by the weight I have put on!!!! aaaghhhhh. LOL. Sorry for ranting and probaby sounding a bit sorry for myself - thanks to anyone in advance for listening -I feel a little better already just getting it off my chest.
If there is one thing I can ask it would be - does anyone have lower backpain after the op -particulary on lying down and turning? (and ps I'm having a bit of a crappy day today, I can be more positive than this!)
PPS -dying for a bath 2!
Tracy x
2 weeks before my surgery the sciatica and leg pain dissapeared but my neurosurgeon still decided to do the operation anyway as he could still see a large chunk of disc centrally herniated on the CT scan. I hoped that the op woud give me more movement in my back, especially in bed where I could not roll over at all and hopefully stop the spasms at all othertimes. After the op I had more movement in my back(could roll over) but had sciatica down both legs and became very depressed (apparently due to hormone changes that occur when you have an oeration,which no-one told me about). I felt butchered, felt like I had made a mistake and suprise, suprise... could only find negative stories about the op on the internet. Before the op all I could find were the postive ones. What an amazing capacity we have for the selective filtering of information to suit our needs!
Anyway, the sciatica has lessened now and I am able to walk normally and do so for about 2 miles everyday. The major problem I seem to have now though is severe lower back pain especially on lying down and getting up, with intense hip joint pain,(at the top of the thigh) meaning I find it painful to lie on my side but equally find it painful to lie on my back, resulting in really bad sleeps. I am now starting to find it difficult to roll or move again and I'm terrified another piece of disc has herniated although I suspect I may have burstitis or some athritic problems also. I have been given no meds, no physio and the only follow up I have is an appointment with my surgeon in 6 weeeks for an assessment. I take ibrupofen for pain relief. I feel down a lot, very alone and 'ungrounded' as i go beteween trying to be positive and believe that i will be fully recovered and pain free one day again to 'being real' in accepting that i will have to learn to live with a degree of pain and immobility in my life. I also find it hard to deal with other people's dissapointement (family & friends etc) that this was not a miracle cure and for the most part I seem to be a little worse than I was before the op. I have also had to pospone trying to get pregnant all of this year becase of this and at 39 you may imagine my frustration which is only compounded by the weight I have put on!!!! aaaghhhhh. LOL. Sorry for ranting and probaby sounding a bit sorry for myself - thanks to anyone in advance for listening -I feel a little better already just getting it off my chest.
If there is one thing I can ask it would be - does anyone have lower backpain after the op -particulary on lying down and turning? (and ps I'm having a bit of a crappy day today, I can be more positive than this!)
PPS -dying for a bath 2!
Tracy x