Hey
@TheWallChina I'm getting off this string.
But remember this, there are 1,000's of girls and I promise you this, you will forget this girl and you will find another.
You are NOT in love, you are infatuated, gripped by your own mind and own desires. Problem is they are yours and yours alone.
You are gripped by your own insecurities.
I've been in love on 4 or 5 ocassions and in lust another 20 or more times.
Fact is if the girl LOVED you she'd quit the spa business and be with you.
No matter what you tell yourself, it's just a fantasy ... if she wanted you, she would act on it.
You can afford it ... so why is she delaying? If she wanted you, you would know 100%.
Women chose all relationships, it's the way.
Just based on this discussion you don't even really want her, you want what you think she is.
Free advise, say goodbye, this will never work out, never.
True love will always find its way back to you. If it flies away without looking back, it was never true to being with..
Say goodbye and you will have your answer, does she come for you, or does she move on to the next man with a wallet.
With that I'm outta here ...