Hi everyone, I'm the original poster of this thread. I've been inactive because I made a personal life decision. I've decided that I'm going to work my ass off at my job and go extra hardcore in the stock market. I've pretty much made it my life goal to become rich. Even in the past year, I've abandoned a lot of my friends and family so I could focus on earning more money. My ONLY motivation is so I can have sex with cute asian chicks. Nothing else in this world motivates me more than the scent of yellow pussy. I got a promotion at my job recently, but I don't know how long it'll last because my company is not doing so well (business is down due to COVID). I haven't bought any video games or spent money on hobbies. I've been budgeting like a maniac because I wanted to have enough money for sexual sessions with Asian MPAs once things start to open up again.
I think about Asian women all the time, it's like a sickness. Similar to how a serial killer can't stop thinking about his next kill, or a pedo that can't stop thinking about his next victim. And NO, I'm not a pedo OR a serial killer, so don't worry. I'm just trying to illustrate how deep I've fallen with my yellow fever. It's like a sickness that can't be cured. And you'd never guess it if you ever knew me in real life. I don't give any signs of having yellow fever. I'm just your average Canadian-born Indian/desi guy. I come off as normal, but deep down, I'm a depraved fucker who would miss his own mother's funeral for yellow pussy.
I've been reading the replies in the thread, and I've come to terms with some sad truths. I guess, I'm playing on hard mode. As an indian guy, I'm just not seen as a sexual prospect in the eyes of most Asian girls. Again, I don't have much problems getting girls outside of the Asian race. If I wanted, I could easily call up a few desi/brown girls or white girls who are interested in me. And these girls are actually cute in the conventional standards of beauty. But I'm NOT attracted to them. I would have way more fun with a 5/10 Asian girl than a 9/10 white girl. I'm being honest from the heart. My yellow fever is a sickness.
I've given up friends and family so I can focus on my goals. My goals are only an avenue to reach my horizon of Asian women.