Thanks for the advice. I'm definitely giving heavy thought to this before I go for my first encounter, and I think as someone suggested, I'll start off with a simple sensual massage to see if that's enough to get it out of my system and get me kicked back into the normal dating world before I become addicted. I'll only use the few hundred I've set aside for hobbies (at most, one encounter per month) and never anymore. For now, I just feel like I want nothing to do with serious relationships for a while after my first two have failed, but I want to feel the touch of a woman.