Blonde Extras Jodi on BGFE

[Syntinen Laulu]

 

[Shasta]

Can we tie in some violin music to this thread? Jeez!

 

[live.your.life.]

you're agreeing with me? who the hell are you, and what have you done with been2lky?

 

[docterlow]

M-R is right. You need to get out there more, Jodicakes.

 

[gillianprowe]

Sounds like you and I were on the same page last night Jodi. Life is to hectic right now and my life is in turmoil but would of been nice, to bad you don't live closer or to bad I didnt see this last night when I was losing my mind, restless yet not knowing what to do.

Keep your head up.

 

[njknjk]

exactly, hang in there hun. its true that it always seems like bad things happen to good people - but you have to believe that there's something wonderful in store for you. there's no way that someone like you won't find happiness and love...i know you wish it would hurry up and get here already, it will - i know it will. just try to remember that anything worth having or knowing is worth waiting for.

 

[sportsdude]

Jodi,

Hang in there....things will turn around.

 

[KatjiaBerlin]

IMHO, I think usually guys do not approach a beautiful girl because they figured that you already have a bf or husband. it is hard to believe that someone like you would be alone. I would think that you can have your pick of anyone you want.

 

[Henry T]

hahahahaha.

 

[ViagraCANADA]

Actually watched videos until 6 am. Grabbed a couple hours of sleep and now feel crappy. *ugh*
The dog... if I could have a dog I would have long ago. Guys dont wanna come in for a massage and see a dog in here. Thats the only reason I dont have one.
Sorry for sounding so morbid last night.
Sometimes the longing is so strong I cant control it. I almost went up on craigslist casual encounters but decided not to.
Maybe tonight I wont feel that way. I should buy a bottle of whiskey and knock myself out.

 

[kvyqhzfl]

Stay strong, Jodi. Good things happen to good people.

Believe in the ying and the yang, things turn around.

 

[Emerald knight]

I second that. Most loyal thing you'll ever have in your life. But, don't get one until your schedule clears up some so you can devote time to it.

 

[Land in Sicht]

Appreciate the props, Cantinflas....

 

[Pompal 09.]

my suggestion, get a dog. great companion and won't let you down.

 

[yet-knish!]

Struggling to sleep, I stare at the ceiling.
I need someone.
Why the hell did I dump N after all this time...and for good, last week?
Sleep... sleep, come.
If I only had a body next to me. If I only had someone.
You guys think its so easy.
THe toad guy up here told me in one thread not to blame fs on being lonely.
I could pick any number of guys who arent mongers up he says.
Fat chance.
You guys talk shit you dont know.
Everywhere I go, guys look at me but dont talk.
THey smile, but steer clear.
At the gym they leer, but still, dont offer conversation.
I get up and go to school everyday. I cant sleep with anyone from school, it would mess it up.
Then I hit the gym and then come home to work.
I havent had time to even go to see a movie in over 2 months.
School, gym, work... I dont MEET guys.
So anyone who says dont blame the fs on the lonely card, think again.
Id give anything right now, anything at all, to feel someone beside me.
I would make some serious passionate love right now, I really would and I have nobody to do it with.
You guys think girls have it easy? Please.
Tell that to me right now, when I cant hold the tears and Im crying so hard I cant hardly write.
Its after 2 am, and I need someone. I need to feel someone beside me dammit! I feel like Im about to break down from this deep dark lonliness.
Im falling ... its this deep dark pit that never ends.
This is the worst feeling in the world. Alone. Craving human touch, craving someones lips on mine.
He left me you know. He left me after 14 years of marriage for a teenage girl. Why do bad things happen to good people?
Im alone.
Too bad for me. Ill suck it up like I do everything else.
Goodnight.

 

[Just4you]

Starting next week I will not only be on a tight schedule because my child is going to be back living with me and my new apartment that isnt my "work" apartment isnt ready yet but my new class schedule is a bitch!
Mondays I can only work until 4:30 pm.
Tuesdays I have three classes, 8 am to 1, 1 pm to 6 pm, then 6 pm to 11 pm.
Wednesday , thursday and Fridays for now will be free but I have my daughter so cant work late because I cant leave her late at the sitter, she has school on weekday mornings.
So I have all of this week and some of next week free. Im skipping school this week to be able to work without interruption so if you would like to see me, now is the time because for the next 4 weeks or so after, it will be harder to get me.
Hope to hear from you guys! Muahhhhhh!

 

[terkeys2]

B2L- the guy reminded me of you because the way he was watching me was very intense. I knew that given the chance he would say many wonderful passionate things to me.
You have that way about you. You are silent and sexy but if someone can open you a crack you are indeed a wealth of knowledge and passion.
Surely you know how much I like you from all of our mails and that you are one of my very favorites Creepy? Never!

 

[chexOceaccila]

Yeah....that's me...."el creepo"

 

[Queen of America]

Jodi, next time you go on the table and I work on you ;-)

 

[out2lunch4now2]

Thinking of the guys who robbed her last year, she suddenly is terrified at every sound. Its 1, then 2, then 3:30 am but still sleep is evasive.
Dreaming about 4 am that they are there again but this time a rope comes around her throat and cuts off her life...she feels deep searing pain as they start cutting her on her fingertips.
Waking up in a sweat, the alarm has startled her and so starts her long hard day.
Shaking off the tingling in her fingers that is still there she forces herself to get up and going after only 2 hours of nightmarish sleep.
Running down 9th ave in the early morning rain she makes it to the Port Authority on time. Racing up the stairs though, she mistakenly ends up on the wrong bus.
On her way to Hackensack she is now let off very very far away in Englewood at 8 am.
Sitting on the side of the road and trembling with cold she waits and hour for a bus to come take her back and it never comes.
FInally she walks to another side of town and gets a bus going back to Manhattan. Leaving Manhattan AGAIN but on the right bus for Hackensack, she realizes she is very late indeed for the street fair.
THe director of the school wont like that and will most likely make her do a double shift today.
Trying to get a message up on massageplanet with her iphone proves to be difficult.
A guy was suppose to meet her at 5 pm for an appointment but she has his number at home beside her daily planner. No way to reach him.
Finally making it to Hackensack she runs the 6 blocks up to her school and they are set up with lots of ppl waiting in line for massage.
So she massages from 10:30 am to 6 pm, with one 15 minute break.
During one massage she sees a lonely kind of guy staring at her from the line. He doesnt smile but stares at her with intensity.... reminding her of Been2Lucky. He is kind of a tortured soul too but not as good looking as B2L.
Another guy goes by with his friends and makes a scandal.
"Dayyyyammmm! I want a massage, damnnnn, I want the blonde...hey you wanna give me a massage baby, I show you where I wanna be massaged!"
Flipping her hair arrogantly over her shoulder and moving her face away, she shifts her body so her back is to him while she massages. "oh now thats just WRONG GIRL!"
The girl working beside her smirks and Jodi smirks back...this one is comparable to Cantinflas. Noise maker.

One of the guys come over that is working with her massaging.
"Im going to knock out the next one".
"Why?" she asks.
"You need to be protected from these men, they act like they've never seen a girl before. It makes me want to protect you princess, you have such an innocense about you."
Trying very, veryyyy hard to bite her lip as she tries to appear demure, she turns bright red. If they only knew... omg if they had ANY idea...

"I want that one over there with the fat ass".
I dont need to turn around and look to know whatever guy just said that is pointing towards me. He is HighOctane.
"Sir, you cannot pick! Its whoever finishes next that gets you." The teacher says in exasperation.

My wrists are shooting pain so bad by 4 pm I dont think I can go on.
I do though. By 5 pm I can barely bend my thumbs. I now have a migraine the size of Texas and am frustrated because I know my 5 pm is calling me at that point and there is no way I can reach him. I have to leave him on the corner of my street like a fool while I am far away. I feel a rush of sympathy for him and feel like crying.

An italian guy that has been watching us allllll day long comes over to hand me his card. "Would you ever consider coming to work in italy?", he asks. All day he hung around like a loyal pup. Once again, B2L.

I feel my face start to burn as I get on the bus back to Manhattan. My head is spinning and my body aches unbearably. Walking from the bus station I stop to get pomegranites, blueberries, grapes, kiwi and papaya.
Green tea powder to add to my water and a large cup of sweet corn chowder and Im on my way.
Home.
I walk in, throw my stuff on the bed and sit down in front of the computer.
I have three messages from my 5 pm appt, each one sounding more hurt.
I start crying uncontrollably and cant stop.
Im just tired and I think I have a fever.
Reading everything written makes me stop crying.
I realize I see men out and about and actually compare them to you guys on this board.
It makes me see how much I appreciate each and every one of you in your own unique ways.
Nobody else can compare to you guys and even with some meanies thrown in you are all my boys no matter what.
Burning with fever now, I think Ill go to bed...
Thanks for the nice reviews.